:)

24Dec
- John kept on asking me who i like. Says Et asked.
Alright, I love you babe. I tell you d..:))
You say you got a best christmas gift ever from Santa Claus..:) Im melted aside.

25Dec
- All sweet messages, sweet bloggie, U asked for my blog password yesterday. I forgot and kept trying the password. Thats all my brother's fault..LOL He guessed my password and 'hack' in read and copy all my 'secrets'.. Luckily, i DELETE some of it:) That day really sweet, I love u babe:)

26Dec
-We planned out to meet. But my cousin's birthday ruins it, and it's HEAVY rain:( Im kinda worry you didn't bring your umbrella dummy! Really dumb one Rejang River Teh-C peng..Argh!! Alright alright, U told me u met anna:) my beb..lolss.. On d way back, lost in half way until reach cousin's house, We message:) BP keep bully you huh? lols, says things between us.. Ah yong asked me something... Yea..you know it:)

I felt like insecure suddenly. Scared I ruin your life. Moody mode and first thing i wanna do just ask for your help. You so so sweet dear.. U're happy with our bloggie.. I told you my problem, u tried to solve but it didn't works. I called my friend, A friend who was strong enough and had experiences on guiding people in love?? She's a counselor:) I told her my problems... Conclusion was Im not ready. And it's terrible, because if you're not ready in a relationship , you might ruin it. So i decided, to pause it. I don't want you hurt, because scars will never gone:)

That time really feel like hell, I wanna hug you so much:( Im not crying. Just want you here.. Accompany me.. Hugging. :) But with your sweet messages I happy:) Sayang You babe:) Love ya:*

27Dec
- You message me when it's 11.21am in the morning. I was cleaning up my roomie.. Mummy forced. lols... I told you we gonna pause for it. U cried.. I feel bad.. Made u cry T.T But i want u be strong! I want you be the one protect me .. When facing problem be a man, but no cry.. Of course, everyone will cry.. So i wanna be your counselor make u stand up for it and accept all the things i said. It's cruel but so real. I feel kinda stressed when others put their eyes focus on us. I can't breathe like normal. I want dummy I want your laugh.. I want we keep play miss call..Morning call....
Thats the reasons im fall for you babe:) Hope you understand:)

So, Babe..
Don't cry
Wipe your tears with tissue,
Stand up again..

Focus on study :) I'll wait u..
You need to wait me too.. I love you.:)

-michie 1712pm 27Dec-